This is my journal to keep track of my thoughts and studies related to the glory of the God of Israel, Hashem, & His Holy Scriptures. I pray that these are motivational, challenging, and thought-provoking to you as well. I hope that through my random thoughts that it stirs you to dig into these amazing Scriptures for yourself, and not just take things at face value, but really dive in and “test everything.” It’s not easy, but it will be worth it.
I became a Christian on August 3, 2001 and dove head on into all the information I could absorb. I’ve spent SO much time studying as I just love seeking God. After 17 years of studying from a Christian perspective, in 2018, I began to see that there were quite a few things backwards with Christian theology, and so I left the church to start a Hebrew Messianic group focusing more on the Tanakh (Old Testament) to find its treasures and to “test everything” to see what withstood the tests, and what did not. Now, in 2019, as I’m learning a bit of Hebrew and trying to see things from more of a Jewish / Israelite perspective, my worldview is continuing to be wrestled with and thus, most of my posts now are even challenging my own previous beliefs that I held dear for so long. Who knows where this will lead, but we are going full force ahead into the unknown. I don’t care what the truth is, I just want to not miss it!
I pray daily for God’s truth to break through as I no longer want to be in a veil. Finally, after all these years, I’m now willing and ready to ditch any previous thoughts I have had in order to bring me closer to the truth of Hashem. Because of this new prayer over the last year, I’ve spent some time face down on the floor broken in full force tears realizing that what I had learned, and what I had taught were not lining up with the Hebrew Scripture. This is a very hard pill to swallow, but I’m very happy that I am now starting to see through some of these previous teaching.
Blessed be His Name!
“You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.” Jeremiah 29:13
May Hashem bless you as you, too, seek to know Him better!