God is more interested in your holiness then your happiness. Are you practicing holiness? Holiness leads to happiness.
” As obedient children, do not conform to the evil desires you had when you lived in ignorance. But just as he who called you is holy, so be holy in all you do; for it is written: “Be holy, because I am holy.” 1 Peter 1:14-16
How hard is holiness for you? Do you seek it or do you seek happiness first?