“as far as the east is from the west, so far has He removed our sins from us.” Psalm 103:12
Living in the past, dwelling on our mistakes is actually a sin. Once we come to Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of our sins, repent of them, and put our trust in Him alone to save us and remove those sins, He does. God purposely chooses to remove our sins as far as the east is from the west… in other words, your sins never catch back up to you again as far as God is concerned. He has washed you clean and since He doesn’t think about them any more, neither should you.
Forgive yourself for your past sins. God did. Put your trust in Jesus and live for Him today.